Apagando as brasas
Um dos pontos altos para mim foi o dia das danças no CTG Fronteira Aberta. A troca foi fantástica, um clima amistoso e interessante. Como gosto das nossas tradições e conheci um pouquinho das tradições escocesas, esperava com ansiedade esse encontro. E não me decepcionei. Fiquei bastante emocionada com tudo o que aconteceu.
E então, o dia final, a apresentação, o showcase. A responsabilidade de ajudar nos bastidores. A dança é a deixa... 10 minutos para arrumar tudo. 200 metros correndo. Sobe, abre o carro, tira o material. Tudo tem que ser colocado no lugar certo - caixa de som, tintas, pincéis, mochila, garrafa, cortinas, flores, paus... e há duas pessoas pra fazer isso. 5 minutos e o povo vem chegando. Tudo pronto. Não, não deu tempo de colocar os pauzinhos debaixo da árvore.. Liga o som, sai, avisa que vai colocar os pauzinhos na árvore, sai correndo, abre o carro, tira os pauzinhos, coloca embaixo da árvore, volta correndo antes de acabar a música para desligar o som... (cadê a garrafa?) Sai correndo, aponta onde ficou a garrafa, volta a tempo de desligar o som. Ufa!
Não consigo assistir a tudo direito. Também não apareço na frente do público. Não importa. Faço o possível para que os responsáveis maiores pela apresentação consigam efetivá-la a contento. E creio que foi o caso. Ganhar a confiança do grupo não é fácil, mas, uma vez conseguida, não tem preço. Isso importa.
Gosto de pensar que o projeto transformou a cidade. Pode não ser verdade, ou pode ser exagero, mas tenho certeza de que, naqueles dias em que um grupo de forasteiros perambulou pela fronteira fazendo coisas estranhas, alguém abriu um sorriso, alguém sentiu algo diferente, alguém teve uma experiência incomum.
Encerro com os olhos marejados. Como eu disse para o grupo na avaliação de encerramento, esse trabalho pode não ter mudado a minha vida profissional, mas certamente um pedacinho de cada um vai ficar aqui dentro mantendo aqueles momentos inesquecíveis. As brasas não vão se apagar.
Gracias, Fronteiras Theatre Lab, pela oportunidade.
"Beyond the border there's threat and seduction"
Firstly, I stopped by a fruit stall set up by local farmers by the Obelisk in the morning, just to let them know that at around 3.40pm there would be a performance there and to invite them to watch it. More of a courtesy just to let them know we would be prancing past their stall and probably scaring their customers away. They were fine with it.
Secondly, I found out there was a group of cyclists planning to meet and set off on a tour from near the Obelisk. I located some of them and informed them about the performance too, and warned them that there would be bits of wool stretched everywhere around the Obelisk and it was probably not a good idea to cycle through it as they might get decapitated. They thanked me for the advice.
Then, as our audience started to arrive, Louisa pointed out what looked like a religious group gathering and sitting on the base of the Obelisk. I went up to speak to them and kindly ask them to move, but when I got closer I realised these were the family and friends of one the taxi drivers that were murdered in Livramento last month. They were getting together for a memorial march. I couldn't just shift them out of the way. I found one of the organisers and just explained we would be doing a performance, apologising for not knowing about the march before hand. I was told they would be leaving soon and going down the High Street in Livramento towards the church and would be out of the way before we arrived at the Obelisk. We were both happy our groups wouldn't clash, so I went back and started organising the audience on the steps between the Fountain and the Obelisk.
Thus, having negotiated with most of the other groups using the Park that day, we started our performance. The audience seemed a bit unsure at the very start, kind of shy to integrate the chorus that would awaken Gwen's Free Spirit. Encouraged by myself, Pat and Julia, they eventually joined in and realised this was not going to be a "just-sit-and-watch" type of show. The Spirit was summoned and stepped out of the Fountain, was given her accordion and cajoled by Eli's character to play us a lovely tune. We got the party started and moved up towards the Obelisk led by all performers with the help of Julia's dance with the boleadeiras. The space was clear when we got there and we could perform the ritual of creating borders and binding the otherwise Free Spirit without problems.
That said, there's always lots of risks and unpredictability when you're performing outdoors. Turns out the memorial march stopped halfway through crossing the street for a minute of silence followed by a moment of prayer, which unfortunately happened right when we were happily crossing the street singing, dancing and clapping...! We had an incredibly awkward dilemma for a split second between not letting our energy drop and respecting their moment of prayer, and some of the group went with the first option, some chose the second and something as simple as crossing the street became a rather messy action. I would like to publicly apologise to the marchers and say that it really wasn't our intention to interrupt their memorial.
We picked up our rhythm again after turning the corner and walking past the market up to the steps. We had gathered a following amongst the market vendors by this point and it was great to take our audience past them to cheers, clapping, wolf-whistling and calls of "Arriba Escocia!". Louisa was already in position to start her score and Pat was still finishing the setup of Alice's tree. The timing was just perfect and the audience never noticed the stage management moving up and down the street like mad. Another challenge we had to face up there was the tour buses. There was a wall of parked coaches along the steps with the engines running ready to depart as soon as the Saturday shoppers returned carrying their fleeces, booze, TVs, air conditioners, cosmetics, etc., acquired at the duty free shops of Rivera. I had to sneak past the audience and have a word with the bus drivers to ask them to turn the engines off for a few minutes, and although they took a little longer than I expected, they agreed eventually and sat back to watch the show too.
This is when I noticed our audience had grown. A few people must have followed us from the streets, the Culture Director of Livramento had turned up with a camera, and the locals living in the area had come out to their balconies and windows to watch, as well as the returning shoppers, the car watchers and shop attendants. It was a great feeling which also invaded the performers and gave them a big injection of positive energy much needed after walking through the memorial march. We moved from Louisa's piece to Jessie's, and I watched with delight as a man standing in front of me constantly commented the piece with his wife, almost narrating the story, immediately reacting to the things happening to the character. After Jessie, Sarah took over and delivered a very strong and brave performance which drew impressed comments from a few audience members. Finally, we reached the beautiful tree at the top of the steps where Alice and her kites were and finished the performance with a generous measure of lyricism.
I am incredibly proud of the Explorers, including Julia (who participated on the workshops and featured briefly but beautifully in the final piece) and Bia (who took part in some of the initial exchanges, but due to other commitments couldn't be there for the showcase), and all the kids who took the workshops with Eli and were always keen to contribute with the piece. I heard lots of encouraging and excited feedback from the audience members, including Michel, Tanise and the Culture Director, Mr. J. N. Canabarro, who is an actor himself. The Photo Club of Livramento arranged to have their meeting there to shoot our piece, and their lovely photos can be seen here.
I'll leave it here for now, and will post again in a couple of days to share some of the notes we discussed after a long feedback session, as well as information on what happens next. Thanks for reading this far, and please bear with us for a few more days. ;)
Performance day
The community is invited to watch the presentation, which is scheduled to start at 3:30 pm. For me, it will be a good experience as a production assistant. The rehearsal yesterday was hard!
Today I hope everything will go smoothly and well until the end. Artists are prepared, props are almost ready. Now it is just a matter of controlling nerves.
Creation
I loved the images we captured of the trees breaking through a physical concrete border which had been placed around them and I really wanted to work on developing these images into a physical solo piece. I also had the idea to include paint into my piece and this is an idea I am working on in order for it to be part of my final performance.
I always like to do some research myself when choreographing any physical movement as it helps me focus on the intensions behind the choreography. I looked into the cycle of a tree and the length of time each step takes. I also like to work with many different images, and although the ones I took myself were the original inspiration I found several more to accompany these.
Awakening the Free Spirit of the Border
We will be performing between the Fountain at the International Park and some steps on the way up to Cerro do Marco, one of the low hills that sit right on the border. Ironically, we'll be right outside the Rivera Theatre, but not going in. This has nothing to do with not being able to use it as a venue, let me make that clear, but rather because we wanted to do site-specific work and use the borderline itself as our space.
We are tired. We are also hungover, I'm not going to lie. People keep inviting us for brilliant dinner parties and wine tastings (gotta love the small town celebrity life). We are arguing more as it's natural that at this stage people get more passionate about their ideas. We are worried as the project heads towards its end and we start thinking about what comes next. Some of us are going back to the dayjobs, some of us are going forward to other performing jobs and some of us don't really have a plan. I have received my letter of refusal from the UK Border Agency, informing me that I don't fit the Arts Council England's criteria for an Exceptional Talent visa and therefore can't return to Scotland after this. In a twisted way, I'm glad that this happened during this project. Firstly, because I am surrounded by people who love and support me, otherwise opening that letter would have been a lot messier. Secondly, because I still have something positive to focus on for a few more days. Thirdly, because it's beautifully ironic. I haven't let the news sink in properly yet and I want to be able to finish this project with some good energy. Next week won't be kind to me when I take my fellow Explorers to the airport in Porto Alegre, wave goodbye and stay behind.
This has inevitably influenced the work we are developing now and this afternoon we'll be working with the characters and pieces that came about this week as a result of the whole process and recent events. Gwen has created this lovely character that we have called The Free Spirit of the Border. Eli is working with a bunch of local school children to create an orchestra of makeshift musical instruments. Louisa and Alice have been preparing installation pieces with movement, poems, paint and kites. Jessie is going to embody the struggles one goes through at border control, and Sarah has created a powerful warrior inspired by Antigone who will show the opposition between natural and man-made borders.
The next 2 days and a half will be of constant, solid work. I've given the girls some time to elaborate on their pieces earlier this afternoon and I'm now off to see where they're at and help smooth transitions and solve problems. We are tired, we are hungover, we are arguing and we are worried. Is it worth it? I'll leave you with an image (taken by local photographer Juliana Freitas) from last Saturday's barter session and you decide.
Uma revisão da mídia
Antes de colocar minhas impressões sobre o que vem acontecendo, resolvi dar uma passada geral na cobertura de mídia que o projeto recebeu, apenas como um registro. No primeiro dia, o grupo foi recebido na RCC FM para uma entrevista no programa do meio-dia. Na terça, gravação de um programa na televisão de Rivera, a TV Diez.
O jornal A Plateia também reservou espaço para os nossos exploradores em uma matéria exclusiva. Além de uma pequena chamada para a permuta acontecida no sábado que passou.
E hoje, da cidade onde tudo começou, o Edinburgh Spotlight repercute o projeto aqui.
Y empezamos a crear!!!
Día del libro! Desde aquí, mi pequeño homenaje.
Nuestra Balloons Orchestra va cogiendo forma y se va superando cada día. Hoy la hemos puesto en práctica delante de los alumnos del Instituto Rivera. Hemos contestado a sus preguntas y charlado un rato con ellos.
El cansancio hace mella. Las sesiones de trabajo junto a los calurosos días van dejándonos sin horas. El tiempo se acaba. Esta extraordinaria experiencia va llegando a su fin. Me surgen centenares de preguntas... pero aún no quiero saber las respuestas. Ahora quiero disfrutar del tiempo que me queda porque ha llegado el momento de la creación, ese momento que todo artista ansía.
Un remanso de paz ha llegado a mi corazón y recargado mis pilas cuando hemos subido de nuevo al pilar I. Un lugar que se ha convertido en especial para algunas de nosotras. Gwen ha cogido su acordeón y ha subido arriba para cantarnos sus canciones. Nosotras a su alrededor hemos girado durante unos minutos sintiendo el calor del dorado sol de mediodía y ofreciendo nuestras almas al lindo paisaje, a esa grandiosa vista que se pierde por el horizonte y que tanto voy a recordar.
Al igual que voy a recordar a los alumnos de Tanise (P com P) por el rato tan agradable que no han hecho pasar esta tarde. Hoy hemos sido su especial público. Nos entretuvieron con algunos de sus trabajos y nos hicieron reír con su gracia y su energía. Seguid así chicos! Da gusto encontrarse a chavales con esas ganas de hacer teatro.
Day 6 and 7: CTG and International Park
Decisiones
Llegamos a la recta final. La ultima semana de nuestro proyecto. Hoy reflexion grupal sobre ideas, espacios y temas a tratar en nuestra performance final. Paseo vespertino por los lugares mas significativos para nosotras y conversaciones sobre como enfocar el show.
Trabajo gratificante, pues una de las cosas que todas tenemos en comun es lo llamativo que nos resulta ver a la gente cruzar las ciudades de un lado a otro sin plantearse en que pais estan. Porque no solo cambia uno de ciudad, sino que tambien cambia de pais.
Diferentes colores y formas hacen de la linea central un espacio especial, diverso, lleno de contrastes absurdos que solo la burocracia de cada pais puede explicar y que embelesan a las miradas forasteras.
Desde el cerro del Marco las ciudades se divisan con calma, con las alargadas sombras del atardecer, con cierto silencio ensordecedor que camufla ese caos organizado que metros mas abajo reina. Ese ir y venir de la gente...
Pero conforme te adentras en las ciudades, alejándote de la frontera virtual, las diferencias se van haciendo evidentes. Cada ciudad muestra su carácter y a cada calle que pisas encuentras diferencias abismales. Los comercios, los vecinos, el tránsito. Todo va marcando su identidad diferenciándose a cada esquina.
Es la otra cara de la moneda. La parte en la que uno necesita, de manera inconsciente, de sus orígenes para poder avanzar. La que nos hace ser quienes realmente somos para poder mezclarnos.